Darkest Melody

new blog site !

2009-11-26T18:36:00.001-05:00

I've moved my blog to www.tokiosity.tumblr.com. See you there!

japaneeeseuh dinosaurrr!!

2009-11-02T21:02:00.004-05:00

8:52pmKelly
omgomgomg guess whatttttttt
i just friended the japanese kid!!! :o:o
what if he thinks i'm a creeper? D:

8:53pmElliot
oh the new guy?

8:53pmKelly
yeea

8:54pmElliot
haha. can't help wat you are
jk

8:54pmKelly
gee thanks -_-

8:54pmElliot
is this some kind of major accomplishment?

8:54pmKelly
no just that i got the courage to try and friend him lol

8:54pmElliot
how?
i remember he asked me whether i was japenese in the bathroom once
lol

8:54pmKelly
whoaaaaaa he talked to you?!!!!!
:o:o
ahhhhhh
not fair

8:56pmElliot
??
do u like him or something? <-- ohhh...why is everyone asking that?! @_@

8:57pmKelly
haha no i don't find him attractive

8:57pmElliot
why is this such a big deal then?

8:57pmKelly
just that he's just the only japanese kid at this boring school

8:57pmElliot
oh
well...
im one of only 2 korean kids at this school..
nvm. that actually changed this year...

8:57pmKelly
?
is there another korean kid in our grade?

8:58pmElliot
not our grade

8:58pmKelly
whoaa really??

8:58pmElliot
but james, andrew (last name?) and angela
so om one of 4 now
oh, and john
so one of 5

8:58pmKelly
haha the chinese pwn you guys

8:58pmElliot
i am no longer special :(:(
only in number
tssstttt

8:59pmKelly
hmm i never noticed the shortage in korean kids before

8:59pmElliot
burn

8:59pmKelly
pfft no

8:59pmElliot
yes
you guys have like a trilion times our population
so it is expected

9:00pmKelly
"made in china like lots of babies" LOL <--Inside joke from class haha

9:00pmElliot
hahaha

LATER...
9:09pmKelly
awhh noo!!! my favorite dancing with the stars judge is gay!! D:
:( :( :( :( :( :(

9:10pmElliot
lmfao

2009-10-08T20:03:00.002-04:00

7:37pm Kelly
it could...all those innocent pigs slaughtered
when swine flu was first spreading

7:37pm Elliot
i dont pity pigs...
they're disgusting

7:48pm Kelly
:(
http://blogs.trb.com/features/lifestyle/pets/blog/piglets.jpg

7:48pm Elliot
lol
thats hideous

7:50pm Kelly
D:

awwwww!!!!!
http://www.saynotocrack.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/tiger-and-piglets-two.jpg

7:51pm Elliot
eew
well...
lemme prove that pigs are ugly

7:51pm Kelly
here's the CUTEST
http://www.saynotocrack.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/tiger-and-piglets-three.jpg

7:52pm Elliot
http://ofthisandthat.org/images/ugly-pig-fat.jpg
http://static.bigstockphoto.com/thumbs/5/2/5/large/525935.jpg
http://sun-sentinel.image2.trb.com/soflanews/media/photo/2008-04/37965500.jpg
pigs eat their own feces

7:56pm Kelly
hey I bet you googled "ugly pigs"

7:56pm Elliot
yes
lolz howd u know

7:56pm Kelly
lol it's pretty obvious

7:57pm Elliot
well...

7:57pm Kelly
AHHH!!!! SO CUTEE!!!!
http://farm1.static.flickr.com/116/310141198_01de6f3319.jpg

7:57pm Elliot
u must be referring to this picture;
http://sun-sentinel.image2.trb.com/soflanews/media/photo/2008-04/37965500.jpg

7:58pm Kelly
.....
omgomgomg THIS ONE
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LZ0b6mf0VDw/Ri-VsryaSuI/AAAAAAAAAlE/q51M3ASk8ok/s400/1.0.jpg
I want oneeeeee

7:59pm Elliot
......thats a mouse, not a pig
genius

7:59pm Kelly
lmao that's a rabbit, not a mouse
GENIUS

7:59pm Elliot
lmfao, wow....
but its not a pig either
Genius

8:00pm Kelly
I never said it was a pig -___-
GENIUS

8:00pm Elliot
well i thought the whole discussion is about how youre trying to prove that pigs are not ugly...

8:01pm Kelly
lol well I proved as much as I could...I can't help it if some people are extremely BIASED

8:01pm Elliot
not me
im neutral
im judging that pigs are ugly from a neutral standpoint

8:02pm Kelly
well if you purposely google "ugly pigs" than yeahhh....

8:02pm Elliot
and im sure you didn't google "pigs" either
you probably googled "Cute pigs" or "adorable pigs" or "not ugly pigs"...

8:03pm Kelly
:)

it's been a while

2009-10-08T19:03:00.006-04:00

So sorry this blog sort of died. But I'll revive it now with a....QUIZ! :D

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. iPod touch
2. Fishtank/2 goldfish
3. my lovely collection of AP studybooks
4. bed
5. SCARVES&CLOTHES! :D
6. posters
7. a mirror (I know, I know. I'm so vain)

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone?
...............

2. Does Someone Like You?
lol I really don't know

3. Last Kiss?
My bunny rabbit! ^u^

4. Been Lead On?
eh..no?

5. Been Cheated On?
no

6. Want A Relationship?
yep, with the right person of course

7. Wanna Get Married?
at least until I graduate from college haha

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Friends&Family
2. Internet
3. My bunny rabbit
4. My iPod
5. Piano
6. Camera
7. Food OM NOM NOM

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Chem lab is stoopid
2. I want to watch the Jay Leno show right now
3. I really really want to rewatch Boys Over Flowers...unhealthy addiction
4. CHEM IS KILLING ME
5. HALP I'M DROWNING IN MY HOMEWORK D;
6. I love to curl my hair with a flat iron <--lulz
7. I should practice piano

SEVEN OTHER THINGS, DO YOU:
1. Believe In God?
eh...I agnostic because I think there IS a source of power from somewhere...just that it's not one specific being with a history of Adam and Eve and so on.

2. Had A dream Come True?
Sometimes, actually. It's really rare when it happens.

3. Read The Newspaper?
nah, Internet is the way to go now! :D
(I only pick up the newspaper when I'm featured in it haha)

4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday?
funny you should ask...NO. I take a nap after school each day, sleep at midnight, and that is still not enough sleep for me. =__=

5. Have A Best Friend?
Lotsa friends.

6. Take a bath daily?
take a shower every night

7. Wish On Stars?
YER YER YER! I tend to wish on Sirius or Venus (which is not a star hahaha)

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Fallen In Love?
hmm?

2. Kissed Someone?
my rabbit! wakakakaaa

3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
no

4. Been To A Bonfire?
haha I really want to

5. Ran Away From Home?
noo..

6. Played Strip Poker?
hahaha no comment

7. Pulled An All Nighter?
hehe, when I had the laptop with me all night

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?
nope

2. Had Fun?
Yep, with my friends =]

3. Been Kissed?
by my rabbit! <--fail

4. Felt Stupid?
ummm....haha

5. Talked To An Ex?
don't have one

6. Missed Someone?
no...everyone near and dear is close to me right now :)

7. Listened To Music?
durrrr

RED: ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone?
no

2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper?
sister

3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone?
Everyone has lol

4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry?
no...I look really ugly when I'm angry tho lol

5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell?
yell...I'm a yelling person

ORANGE: EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You?
no!! D:

2. Are You Easily Excited?
=]

3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To?
er...Pumpkin Drop :D

4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought?
SQUEE SHOPPING SPREE!!!!

5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now?
No homework...if only that were so..

YELLOW: SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full Name:
Kelly /notsayinglastnamehere

2. Birthday:
January 25

3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life?
to survive

4. Do You Want To Have Children?
uh...maybe adoption would be nice too? :D

5. How Do You Want To Die?
painless, old age - before the apocalypse plz =S

BLUE: SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried?
When I watched a sad scene in Boys Over Flowers /is a supergeek

2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now?
That I can't concentrate on my Chem lab arrgh!!

3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way?
Hmm...if I bomb a test. /loser

4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours?
nope

5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do?
stress out :/

PINK: LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Ur Friends?
...no comment

2. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight?
maybee ;)

3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her?
......who said I had a crush?

4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
No

5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate?
No, some people are meant to be outsiders. :/

hoorayy :D

2009-08-19T20:22:00.003-04:00

Yeyy, so I took my driving today and PASSED! It was great, but not without its unlucky moments (more proof of how life hates me).

I got to the DMV with my dad at around 11AM or so, and took the driving test. The instructor was an old lady, and we began the test. I sat in the driver's seat and she told me to turn on the low beam headlights. I did. She said she couldn't see it and told me to turn it on again.

Now I was confused. I thought I was doing something wrong, so I turned on high beam instead. She said, "That's high beam. Now turn on your low beam". In my mind, I was thinking "crapcrapcrapcrapcrap why is this happening to me??"

And after 10 minutes of this, she realized that one of the lights was out, and at first I thought that would be an automatic fail and that I would have to come back in a week...again. But she told me if I got the light fixed before 4PM, I could take the test. I drove around town w/ my dad and got it fixed, and later came back. I took the test, drove around extremely carefully, exaggerated every movement. She was still a really harsh critic though...after the test, she told me everything I did wrong (you can picture me expecting another failure lawlz xD), deducting 20 points because my turns were too fast or something. But I was so relived when she told me I passed.

Lol, later talked about the driving instructors on Facebook with my friend.

8:14pm Kelly
oh and i forgot to tell u
it was rly funny when I restarted the test
the old lady sat in the front seat and she thought it was BURNING in the car & wanted to turn the AC to super high]

8:15pm Elliot
haha same here. the mrs knaggs lady was burning in the car, i could tell, but i turned the ac off just to make her suffer
she was like gasping

8:15pm Kelly
oh lol, well the lady adjusted it herself

8:15pm Elliot
had the window open

8:15pm Kelly
so i couldn't turn it off on purpose in case she fails me

8:15pm Elliot
cuz the car sat in the sun for a long time lol
lmao

8:15pm Kelly
it was blowing so hard in my face lol

8:15pm Elliot
great job!!
so did i pass?
no
why not?
because you turned the a/c off

8:16pm Kelly
lol
and then she tried to put the seatbelt on and she had to take like 5 minutes to do it b/c she was so fat rofl

8:16pm Elliot
lmfao

8:16pm Kelly
the seatbelt thing barely fit her

8:16pm Elliot
roflolmfao
classic

8:16pm Kelly
i knoww, i didn't want to laugh tho
haha
i was smiling though xD

8:16pm Elliot
haha

8:16pm Kelly
watching her struggle with the seatbelt

8:17pm Elliot
she could of failed u cuz u laughed at her

8:17pm Kelly
lol true

The city that never sleeps!

2009-08-17T20:03:00.005-04:00

Haha I swear, I'm going to live in an awesome apartment right in the heart of NYC some day. I just love love LOVE that place. I used to live there, but I later moved to Long Island and later to Upstate New York and now...to one of the most unsignificant places in the US. >___<

I also went to Virginia Beach - IT WAS AMAZING. It was like a completely contrast to NYC...the beach was calm, and swimming was so much fun. The weather was a bit rainy at first, but it soon stopped and the sun came out. The water was nice and warm, so it was defnitely great going in for a swim. =]

OH YES. And the best part of NYC - Apollo Theater and Times Square fosho. Going to post some pics up soon, so watch out for that. ;)

APOLLO THEATER
Apollo Theater side view
An amazing drawing of Michael Jackson's star
I found this so sweet <3
MICHAEL
JACKSON
Me @ the MJ wall (I'm on the right btw ^_^)
More sweet postings on the wall
And more postings =)
Hundreds and hundreds of nice comments

INTREPID SEA-AIR-SPACE MUSEUM
Me with a helicopter =]
Me with my sis and mum, submarine in the background

JAMESTOWN
stopped at Jamestown while passing thru Virginia

CITY PICS
That's what I'm talkin about ;)
Ground Zero :'(
One of my fave city pics
I also love towering buildings
random pic of me outside Central Park
Me at the NYC Marathon in Central Park
Messing around in Trump Tower haha

VIRGINIA BEACH
me @ beach
an adorable gift shop

More coming soon!

sorry sorry

2009-07-31T20:55:00.002-04:00

Ohay that's the title of my favourrite song right now. :D
SORRY SORRY :D :D

And I'm sorry for the lack of blogging. I've been trying to find another place to support a blog, and 110mb isn't a great help. >_>

So....yeah. I'll keep blogging here until I can transfer all my stuff to the other blog once I find a host.

Long live the King of Pop

2009-07-08T20:36:00.001-04:00

Even if you weren't a fan of him, you have to admit Michael Jackson was truly talented in all aspects of songwriting, singing, and dancing. I watched the memorial today and it was just so touching. His family was sitting in the front row while people that were his friends went up to deliver a speech or to perform. At the end of the memorial, when MJ's family and friends went up to sing "We Are the World" and when his family said their goodbyes to Michael...their grief was everywhere. And then when his daughter Paris gave her first public speech and said how much she loved her dad, I have to admit, I cried with them. Even if I didn't know Michael Jackson personally, or even if I wasn't born yet during the height of his singing career, he still influenced me through his songs. I listened to his songs since I was five, and then had an obsession with them a year ago. I admired him as a musician very much. Then I had a curious fascination with him in the later years of his life, but I didn't believe the things that some people accused him of being - of course he was cleared of all charges. It's just still so hard to comprehend that he is gone from the world, but his music will live on.

Sorry~ I had an emotional moment. I've been re-listening to all his music again; they really do have powerful messages in them. And probably in these next couple of weeks all my graphics will incorporate his songs or something...something I do when I have muse, and this emotional muse is what's fueling me to make graphics.

This will enhance the enhancement of your enhanced look

2009-07-04T19:15:00.003-04:00

Ohay I didn't blog on it here, but I got to see Public Enemies on a Transformers 2 ticket! I love busy days~ no one cares what the hell you're doing sneaking around a movie theater and they won't remember your face after five minutes. Good movie, good movie. :D

Anywayyyy, I've been living in YouTube recently. Hehe~
WATCH WATCH WATCH :D

stupid. >_<

2009-07-01T21:15:00.003-04:00

GAHHHHH. I was so pissed off today. Okay, today was the opening day of Public Enemies and I was so excited to go see it on the account that the main character was Johnny Depp & the plotline seemed worthy of a movie. So I go to the movie theater, and my 11-year-old sister and her friend tags along to watch Public Enemies as well. I tell the movie guy I want three tickets to Public Enemies and he sees us and asks for some ID because the movie's rated R. Well sadly, I'm not 17, so he wouldn't sell the tickets to me.

Ironically, I got away with watching Sweeney Todd last January, a movie that featured Johnny Depp as well and was also rated R. Only then, it was just me and my sister, and maybe the movie ticket person was busy or something that time, couldn't see that my sis was there, and assumed I was seventeen. However, that was at the other movie theater at the other mall.

So then I begged my mom to take me to the other theater some other day, but now she's refusing because since it's rated R, I'll just get turned down at the other theater again.

I could always watch it online, but...it's illegal and most of the sites for free movies online have been shut down recently anyway. And now I'll have to wait for the DVD to come out...which will be in AGES. FML. :'(

lol~

2009-06-28T19:47:00.001-04:00

9:49pm Elliot
there was a roadkilled frog up by our neighborhood today

9:49pm Kelly
...

9:49pm Elliot
i took great interest in it lol
it was the most exciting part of my day today

9:50pm Kelly
=[
heyyy I saw a groundhog today!

9:50pm Elliot
its was a big frog too

9:50pm Kelly
it was ALIVE btw ;);)

9:50pm Elliot
for real?
LOL

9:50pm Kelly
yep

9:50pm Elliot
ive never seen any of those

9:50pm Kelly
I saw one a week ago too
and while i was biking yesterday i passed by this HUGE deer...it was like 5 feet from the trail

9:51pm Elliot
LOL i did that before
i chased after it on the trail on my bike

9:51pm Kelly
& of course I saw 3 bunnies too

9:51pm Elliot
and it couldn't run off the trail cuz there were ditches on either side
bunnies yay!!

9:52pm Kelly
yayy!! :D:D

9:52pm Elliot
lol

...WHAT

2009-06-25T22:23:00.002-04:00

Wtf Michael Jackson died wtf wtf wtf wtf?? Ahhhh how can this be? That's crazy omg ahhhhhh noooooo D:

hehe

2009-06-24T19:29:00.002-04:00

7:17pm Kelly
oh brb....dinner

7:18pm Elliot
k
eat lots of MEAT!!!!!

7:22pmKelly
back
lol i just ate fried rice & cabbage...yum yum

7:26pm Elliot
with MEAT

7:27pm Kelly
never!!!
=P=P

7:27pm Elliot
YES
mwahaha
must eat those animals!!
devour them!!

7:28pm Kelly
:(:(

7:28pm Elliot
=)=)

7:28pm Kelly
that's a terrible thing to say D:
shame on yooooouuuu

7:28pm Elliot
=(=(

7:28pm Kelly
:):)

7:29pm Elliot
<=)
>=)

7:29pm Kelly
lol faaaail
:P:P :D:D :3:3

7:29pm Elliot
lol

I guess you can learn more about me...?

2009-06-22T20:27:00.004-04:00

Are your parents married or divorced?
Married

Are you a vegetarian?
YESYESYESYESYES~

Do you believe in Heaven?
Eh not really

Have you ever come close to dying?
Nope

What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
Hmm probably earrings. And for most of the day various necklaces too =]

Are you eating?
Frozen yougurt :D

Do you eat the stems of broccoli
Lol of course

Do you wear makeup?
Yep

Would you ever have plastic surgery?
If my face becomes horribly ruined or something... haha

What do you wear to bed?
pajamas lol

Have you ever done anything illegal?
Noooo...

Can you roll your tongue?
Yes - why is is hard for some people?

Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
nope

Do you believe in abortions?
Yeah

What is your Hair color?
black/dark brown in the sun

Future child's name, boy and girl?
Idk...

Do you smoke?
never ever ever ever

If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
New York / Paris / Tokyo !!

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
hehe yes

If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
scream with joy/ make sure I'm not being pranked lol

Gold or silver?
GOLD~

Hamburger or hot dog?
Neither, unless it's vegetarian. Then I'd go for hamburger. Don't like hot dogs.

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Bread - tasty tasty French bread&baguettes =)

City, beach or country?
City

What was the last thing you touched?
the laptop that I'm typing on lol

Where did you eat last?
my dining room

When's the last time you cried?
Idk

Do you read blogs?
haha what a funny question

Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
uhh...it depends on why

Ever been involved with the police?
No

what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?
Dove

Do you talk in your sleep?
Never

Ocean or pool?
Ocean

What's your favorite song at the moment
Boundaries - Kris Allen

have you ever had a cavity?
Nope

Window seat or aisle seats?
window seat ftw!

Ever met anyone famous?
Um...somewhat? The senator lol

Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
Oh yeah 16 years of amazingness. Lol

Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl fosho =)

What is your fav. sport to play?
Tennis!

Basketball or football?
Well football as in EUROPEAN football. If it's American football...I despise it and I'd rather go for basketball.

when was the last time you went to the bathroom?
about 2 hours ago?

Do you drive a stick?
Nope I drive auto

Cake or ice cream?
Ice cream cake!
Or strawberry ice cream.
OR COLDSTONE ICE CREEEEAAAMMMMM <3<3

Are you self-conscious?
Yeah I suppose - how I look/how I dress/what I say

Do you like any of your close friends?
Hmm...

Have you ever given money to a bum?
Lol yes

Have you been in love?
=)

Where do you wish you were?
On vacation.

On Facebook who is the 1st person on your friends box?
Kim

Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Never

Can you tango?
Haha nooo

Last gift you received?
Um... my camera

What occasion did you recieve your gift?
Birthday

Last thing you spent lots of money on?
haha I don't remember. What I'm ABOUT to spend lots of money on is an iPod touch ;)

Where do you live?
The U.S.

Last wedding attended.
A wedding in China when I was like...3. x]

Favorite restaurant?
The Chinese buffet :D

What is your favorite kind of car?
Hybrid smartcar!

Most hated food(s)
Meat, fried oily foods

Most loved food(s)?
TOFU, eggplant, ice cream, pizza

Can you sing?
not well at all lmao

Person on your mind
...do I have to say? D:

What's your least fav. chores?
mowing the lawn - stupid

Favorite drink?
Iced tea <3

Currently have a crush?
...

How long was your longest drive in a car?
To Florida

another quiz to take away the boredom

2009-06-17T19:28:00.003-04:00

What song are you listening to?
Boundaries - Kris Allen version :3

What would your last name be from the last person you texted?
Park (... -_-)

Are you afraid of losing the last person you kissed?
Never been kissed :(

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Haha ah yes

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Um...well I was watching HSM3 at 1AM last night so I was probably thinking Zac Efron xD

Is anyone else in the room with you?
Yep - mom & dad

How do you feel right now?
Happy, bored, somewhat content

Get a new number recently?
Not very recently... a month ago

Does anyone call you babe?
Lol no

Would you rather date someone with a British accent or an Irish accent?
uh....lemme see...YES. WHAT SORT OF RIDICULOUS QUESTION IS THAT? MY DREAM ACCENT~~

What's your favorite drink?
Hmm...iced tea =]

What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
Um...Idk but I remember my mom woke me up b/c the library was calling

What's something you really want right now?
A LAPTOP OF MY OWN D;
or at least an iPod touch

Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
no...

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
my numba oneeeee? If it's face-to-face, ever since school was out
then sometime online

Do you live near your best friend(s)?
no ;_;

How do you look right now?
like I just took a shower

Do you usually have weird dreams?
lol yes, but i haven't been remembering any of my dreams recently

Are you mad 'bout anything?
Being bored during summer break =[

Is there anyone you would like to just appear at your front door right now?
omg yes

If you look straight ahead past your computer screen, what do see?
a wall + a bookshelf

Last person that commented you on facebook?
Elizabeth

Do you want someone to call you right now?
Liz - I promised her but I forgot & now it's prolly too late :(

Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them?
ahaha...haha...haha..ur funny

Are you a shy person?
sometimes

Do you miss anyone right now?
aww yes

Do you like someone?
rofl...lmao...haha

Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
um, I don't exactly know.

Whose lap did you last sit on?
lol...idk

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
If it's a good one ;3

Anything weird happen today?
no...been so boreeeed

Are you mad at someone right now?
nope, I'm content enough

Will you get married?
IF IT'S WITH THE RIGHT PERSON

Do you have any piercings?
1 on each ear

Do you have any siblings?
yes, a sister

Expecting something to change in the next month?
YES. I WANT TO HAVE MORE FUN D;

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
...what makes you think that? o_-

Is green your favorite color?
lol no. light blue <3

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
I could...but I think I would be at a high risk of dying in the process D:

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THIS?
...if it's with the right person

Is anything on your body currently hurting?
um...no?

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the center lol

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
lmao no

Have you ever slept in the same bed as a #1 friend?
sleepovers but no

Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
rofl before 26? prolly not

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
I'm cold when it's cold

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
...no -_-

What’s going on with you tomorrow night?
nuthin :(

A week from today, will you be in a relationship?
haha NO

Tell me, what’s on your mind?
iPod Touchhhh <3333

Like to cuddle?
hehe yes

Name something you hate?
YOU
..jk
um, um
fatness

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
no

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
no..

Do you think trust is a valuable thing?
o'course

Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
Pshh already been to Paris. TOKYO FTW.

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
oh yes

Do you believe that love lasts forever?
IFFFF ITT'SSSS WITHHH THHHEEEE RIGHTTTT PERSONNNNNNNN~~~~

Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
90% of the time

Is there anyone that does not like you?
probably somewhere out there

Who did you spend your summer with last year?
hmm...my cousins in China

Does your last ex have a job?
I don't have an ex

What were you doing right before you logged into facebook?
Checking email

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
most likely not

Think back five months ago, were you single?
yes I've been single my whole life. There. Make me feel like a lonely single loser. =[

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
lol where do these ridiculous questions come from?

maybe it's time for a change

2009-06-13T21:48:00.002-04:00

Blogspot's been an amazing place for my blog so far, but it really is a pain to hide multiple "pages" within one page. This makes the code incredibly long & inconvenient to update with more info. I'm thinking of learning PHP this summer and convincing my parents to buy me a server just for my blog. It will be so much easier to upload things quickly and to add more dynamic content. So as much as I hate having to leave this comfortable format of posting in these nice blog windows, I'm pretty sure my blog will be a whole lot better when it's in PHP.

I wish the summer would go fasterrrrr D:

2009-06-09T15:19:00.004-04:00

No seriously.
I haven't done anything vaguely interesting or phenomenal in the last week to make a wonderful story out of. I love school drama but hate school. I love summer vacation but hate boredom. So if I could see my friends everyday outside of school, I'd be so happy. :)

Unfortunately, most of them are going on vacation, to places much more exciting than this little town where I'm stuck at right now. I can talk to lots of people on Facebook, but I only have a limited time on the computer since the laptop broke and my dad can't go fix it until next week. So for now I only have the PC & an hour's worth of time (unless I'm also working on "AP summer assignments" I get more time lol)=[

&& I really really want to go biking or play tennis with my friends sometime. I might go biking with one of them soon, not sure yet. And I will definitely have to get out of the house more--have to still find a job & get started on my community service at the public library.

Meanwhile, here's a rather dull quiz to pass the time:
* * *
SCHOOL’S OUT!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IN THE PAST SCHOOL YEAR?
HAVE YOU…

[-] skipped class? <--hehe somewhat, only partially & it was only the last day of school
[x] liked a girl/guy?
[ ] kissed someone at school?
[x] hugged someone at school?
[ ] gotten a detention?
[ ] cried in school?
[x] made new friends? <-- <3
[ ]gone to a dance?
[x] been to a pep rally?
[ ] watched a football game
[ ] watched a soccer game
[ ] watched a baseball game
[ ] watched a volleyball game
[x] watched a tennis match <--"watched" is the key word...not "played" lol
[ ] watched a basketball game
[ ] watched a track meet
[ ] watched a wrestling match
[ ] fought with a teacher
[x] got a 100% on a test? <-- my first ever 100% on a Stats test...proud moment =]
[ ] walked to school
[ ] drove to school
[x] got dropped off at school
[x] heard a rumor about yourself
[x] missed school when you weren’t sick <--lotsa times
[x]failed a test <-- ...stats
[x] made up some lame excuse for homework not being done
[x] the teacher believed your lame excuse <--haha history class
[ ] crushed on a teacher
[ ] hit on a teacher
[x] hate a teacher
[ ] on student council
[x] in a club
[x] got an award
[x] fallen asleep in school
[ ] gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class
[x] had your phone go off in class
[ ] had your phone taken away
[x] lied to a teacher
[ ] laughed so hard you cried in class?
[ ] eaten lunch in the bathroom <-- eww...
[x] like your yearbook picture --ehh better than last year's, that's for shurr
[ ] missed more than a week at once of school
[x] enjoyed school only cuz of friends
[x] excited for summer
[ ] taking summer school <-- lol NEVER AGAIN. EVER. At least they don't offer college courses in math so my parents will force me to take it so I can get leveled up
[-] have a summer job --not yet but I will ;)

1. THE PERSON WHO SITS TO YOUR LEFT IN MATH.
No one sits to my left in Calculus for the whole year or Stats 2nd semester. 1st semester would be Elliot. -_-

- Are you friends with this person?
Of courseee

- Do you talk in this class?
Lol, stats...YES.

- Is this person your worst enemy?
haha not anymore

2. THE PERSON WHO SITS TO THE RIGHT OF YOU IN HISTORY.
Katrina!~

-Are you friends with this person?
NO.
jk bff =]

-Do you talk in this class?
Lmao, Cutenese's class...YES

3. THE PERSON WHO YOU TALK TO MOST IN SCIENCE.
I talk to NO ONE in Chemistry...so I'll go to Physics.
Everyone I guess...there's only 10 people in that class: Allissa, Tonia, Amy, Clemens, Nick, Tommy, Colin, Justin, and Zannah. I sit next to Tonia & Allissa so I guess I talk to them the most.

- Are they funny?
yep, minus the "Your mom" and "That's what she said" annoyingness

- Is this person your best friend?
Yep, they're really good friends =]

- Do you play the same sport?
Tennis~~

-Do they make class fun for you?
haha definitely. I think everyone there makes the class more fun.

4. THE PERSON WHO SITS BESIDE YOU IN ENGLISH.
Elizabeth!

5.ONE PERSON WHO SITS BY YOU AT LUNCH.
Lisa

- Can you talk to them about just anything?
Yeppp

- They your best friend?
Yea

IN THE BEGINNING:

Who were your best friends?
Katrina, Elizabeth, Allissa, Elliot, Lisa

Play any sports?
Tennis

One thing you wanted most?
A better schedule. There were a couple of classes where I talked to no one. =[

Your hair color?
Black

Favorite class - STATS <-- I definitely liked the people in that class
Least favorite subject - STATS <-- ...but hated the subject itself. Love hate relationship ;]

Favorite teacher?
Oh wow...I actually liked all my teachers this year. That's what made sophomore year one of my faves. <3 & Mrs. Larke, who was not my teacher this year but did PCSC :)

AND NOW:

Are you best friends still?
YESYESYES

Was there a lot of drama?
Eh, not much with me, but I ranted pretty much about everything in my life on this blog.

Make any friends?
Yep~~ Erica, Karen & Ethel, Dalia, etc.

Lose any friends?
I sure hope not

Experience any tragedy?
Nooo...as I said again. Sophomore year = best year so far!

Thing(s) you want most?
hmm...EVERYTHING? Unlike a certain person who gets EVERYTHING IN LIFE -COUGH-
-_-

Have your priorities changed?
somewhat...thinking about more colleges & work nowadays

How many times have you dyed your hair since school began?
none

Any serious regrets?
define "serious" =]

Major accomplishments?
haha, yes in my views

Sad that this year is over?
Somewhat...I don't know what junior year will be like. :|

blah blahblah blahblah

2009-06-08T18:42:00.008-04:00

Well I FINALLY have some graphics up. It's not much, but I have the whole summer to improve and keep going. :3

So far I haven't really done much in this first week of break. Read some books, watched tons of YouTube videos (and actually got finished with watching all the shows in this season's Britain's Got Talent!) Yesterday I went biking on the river trail...probably 10 miles total so that was fun. =)

Oh! Before I forget, I really recommend a good book I just read: The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins. It's a book about survival of the fittest for children of a harsh country that forces them to battle each other to the death on national television. And of course, there's romance when the two main characters are forced to survive together. Definitely one of the best books I've read for a while & I'm definitely going to read the second book as soon as possible. :D

Because I have no more updates today & I'm feeling bored, here's a random quiz just because I have my phone with me right now:

- - -

What is your current wallpaper? My rabbit~~Angel <333

Do you own a picture phone? Yeeppp

If so, what was the last picture you took? A wild rabbit I saw in the grass :D

Go to your inbox and type what the 5th text message says? "U put ur number online?" --Cynthia <--lol, I really don't put my number online :P

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone? Mom

What service do you have? Tracfone. >_>

At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? 5

Do you have voicemail? Yea but no messages

How many contacts do you have that start with P? 1 for last name

Who are they?- Karen P. =)

How many text messages do you get a month? Umm, idk. Not much though.

What are the first 2 digits to your number? 68

Go to your SENT texts..wat does the first one say? "Lmao okay. I see you had fun with it. That leaves like...4 books left to choose from?" --to Elliot

What about the 15? "Oh...thats stupid bc i thought the computer graded it" --to Elliot about AP exams

Who's the last person that you called? Mom

Last person that texted you? Elliot

Last person you added to your contacts? Dalia

How many minutes are on your plan? 775.70

Go down to your 5th contact, who is it? Elizabeth

How many text messages are currently in your inbox? 233

Name every person you have text messages from? Elliot, Allissa, Melanie, Katrina, Cynthia

last day :D

2009-06-02T18:30:00.007-04:00

Hmm...how should I sum up today? Awesome? Definitely. =]

It's the last day of school for me, & my last day as a sophomore! I really did enjoy this year, despite all my temporary panicking & stuff during AP exams week. It's just after the testing that the fuel to study for school died in me, and that explains why I practically failed all the last-day-of-school-tests...haha. But the good thing is that my grades have been so good that if I fail it won't drop the grade too dramatically, leaving me with a 4.0 YES!

Oh, and about the pulsar trip. It was great. I got to meet some old friends from the math & science camp two years ago, and the college that we were visiting is where I live...lol. Everyone else drove at least 2-4 hours to get there, but my friends and I only took about a 15-minute drive from our houses, which made us feel quite lucky. We got to explore the campus a bit more, and get some lectures from the professors there. Then we got to chill out for 4 hours at the rec center! It was definitely a fun trip for sure. ^_^

Now about today---
Before homeroom: Libraryyy!! Everyone gathered here...more people than usual. We always hung out here, and it's always fun.

French: Lmao, no party here...I had to make up a French exam...which I'm pretty sure I failed. But I really am sad that Mme Haff's not coming back next year--she was a really good teacher.

History: Hahaha, we had a "medieval feast" comprised of rye bread, cheese, roast beef, and nuts. Then we had Ye Olde Mead, aka fruit punch and ginger ale. The only downfall was my friends...honestly, the stupidity with the ice and bothering me on the computer was really annoying...I did get pissed for a while but at least they cooled down near the end of class.

Orchestra Luncheon: During Lunch & part of Stats-- this was nice, I got to hang out with my friends & eat food other people brought in, rofl. x]

Stats: Aww, I love the people in my stats class. Really really really. <333 It really was a good class... it was the subject that was horrendous. I came in after I got bored by the luncheon and everyone was having funnnn.

English: Ehh, not my most favorite class. I don't really hang out with that many people here, but everyone's pretty nice. I had to present a project, but it only lasted a couple of minutes so it was fine. We also got to clean out lockers...yet I NEVER use my locker anymore. So I got about 30 minutes to hang out with friends that were also "cleaning out" their lockers. =]

After school!: Science Bowl <33 This thing is always great, with more snacking&food than usual. Then my friends & I went to the library after...another reminder of our Asian group. I also got to drive home later, definitely a good day. x)

I'm so ready to be a junior.

I love calc class :D

2009-05-26T09:09:00.003-04:00

So far school has been great. Yes, great. After AP tests, we do nothing! My schedule this week is fantastic--I'm only coming for two days of school, then going to a pulsar search group seminar after school Wednesday through early Saturday.

Calc-- we have laptops & can do whatever we want with them. <3
Health-- pshh, it's health.
Chem-- aww...we actually have to work in this class, but at least it's self-study now. ;)
Physics-- lmao, have we done anything all year in this class?

French-- ugh, test on the last day of school
History-- rofl, I love this class...when have we actually done something?
Stats-- yayyy we finally get to sit where we want and watch movies&popcorn. :D
English-- lol, this class has been easy all year...not much to worry about there

Ahh, bell's about to ring for 3rd period. Gtg. Sorry for all the chatspeak. D:

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all

2009-05-21T11:20:00.012-04:00

I just hate how people are snooping into my personal life now. It really isn't any of their business, yet they are "just curious" about it. If I wanted the whole world to know, I would tell everyone, over and over again.

But no, it's the complete opposite; a far-fetched rumor that just began and has continued throughout this whole year. It first started with Ethel, who first brought up the idea. I thought it was absolutely crazy, yet I couldn't answer the question.

Then Karen mentioned it, a couple weeks later, and I just couldn't understand why this was happening. Thinking it was way too far-fetched to be true, I told Katrina, who totally just blurted it out in History class. Thank God no one in History class pays attention to anything.

Well Becka, who is also a friend in our History class, knows too because of KATRINA. D< And then Cynthia...but I'm glad she doesn't really know.

At lunch, Karen would sit with me and a few other friends. She told Erica, and because I always teased her about Raymon, she now uses this against me. ;_;

Sela and Lian sit with us too, but I know for sure they won't just tell anybody.

So then soon after, Dalia joined our lunch group. She is obsessed with Yousph. So she heard Erica, Karen, and me and now she knows too. She is also one of the people that just loveee to bring it up. >_>

And on Facebook, Tina found out somehow...it was just the weirdest thing. She claims that she just knew, but idk. She actually used to like him back in middle school, but he found out and hated her. So now she hates him...yet she knows.

A while ago, there was a stats quiz that I thought I utterly failed. As in I thought I got an F...literally. He didn't take the quiz that day so obviously he wanted the answers. Me, being all selfish, didn't want to tell because I thought for once in my life it would be so unfair for everyone who didn't take the quiz that day to pass while I had to suffer with my failing score. He actually did say "I hate you; you wouldn't tell me the answers", and Lisa was there at the time. I was just a little surprised by how random that was and then Lisa said, "Haha, I think he likes you". That was meant to be a joke, but I just laughed awkwardly and changed the subject. Well, of course he had other friends who would tell him the answers, and of course he passed the quiz with flying colors. Turns out I didn't fail after all--I got a B, and I was actually ecstatic--definitely better than an F.

And now another person wants to know? I really couldn't have imagined Elizabeth. I only had 1 class with her this year, but how would she "notice" anything? And then she asked about it behind my back.

This is crazy. Ethel, Karen, Katrina, Dalia, Erica, Tina are the ones that really talk about it. Becka, Cynthia, Sela, and Lian just know about it. Lisa, I'm not so sure of. And now Elizabeth is asking her way into it. That's 12 people.

To set things straight: I'm sure doesn't like me that way, and I'm pretty sure the feeling's mutual. He likes someone else, a UHS freshman who is a preppy, pretty cheerleader who he totally hung out with at the Strawberry Festival. I can just tell. In fact, they know each other pretty well and their parents know each other and I think there would be a high chance of them being together if she attended our school.

Even though we hang out in the library behind homeroom WITH OTHER FRIENDS, it doesn't mean anything. We're just good friends. =]

I'm not angry with specific people or anything, but how come whenever I see some of them that subject always gets mentioned? Like today, and the day before, and so on. I know they're never going to tell him directly, I'm just paranoid that he'll somehow find out about all this. It's never going to happen, even if I actually tried. Now please just leave me alone with this, or at least cut out the awkwardness whenever you see us together.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

2009-05-16T19:10:00.007-04:00

It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.

--Henry Rollins

my life sucks

2009-05-13T21:16:00.002-04:00

Wtf? After AP exams I thought I would be HAPPY. Nooo, instead my life appears to have gotten worse. Now my parents are even less thrilled to see me using the computer because I thought I did horribly on the Physics exam. EVEN AFTER THEY SAID IT WOULDN'T MATTER--I WOULD JUST TRY MY HARDEST.

Stupid hypocrites. They are just jerks to me right now and I can't stand them. Whenever I walk in the room, they start ranting on and on about how I should have studied physics and asked them for help with it instead of using the computer. I WENT ON ALL THOSE HIATUSES FOR ALL THOSE WEEKS, AND THAT WASN'T ENOUGH?

Along with that, they're criticizing every little thing I do. It feels like I'm in hell. It really sucks. I'm actually looking forward to school everyday and all those after school activities just to get away from them.

I hate my life.

WE DID IT

2009-05-11T21:35:00.006-04:00

WE DID IT, WE DID IT HOORAY! =)

Lol, at least I survived. I felt quite sick this morning before the AP Physics exam, which was the result of a lot of nerves and anxiety. I studied frantically as much as I could, yet I still didn't feel prepared as I had wanted to. :(

But anyways, I'M DONE.

And haha, something funny from Facebook chat. I was spazzing over Lang Lang.

10:32pm Kelly
there's plenty of weirder names out there

10:33pm Elliot
he might just as well have gone with "chin" or "ping"

10:33pm Kelly
hahahaaa

10:33pm Elliot
ping ping
lol...

10:33pm Kelly
ping pong

10:33pm Elliot
chin chin

10:33pm Kelly
chin chang

10:33pm Elliot
pin chin pong chang

10:33pm Kelly
elliot park

10:34pm Elliot
OMG!?!?!!

10:34pm Kelly
lol

10:34pm Elliot
AAAAH!!!!!!
bbbuuuuuuuuuurn
that was pretty lame

10:34pm Kelly
hahaha, couldn't resist =)

oh god

2009-05-09T19:46:00.003-04:00

The physics exam is in two days and I still need to learn half the book.

So I studied for at least 5 hours today and now I have this huge headache.

After next Monday I will be so unbelievably happy...there's no comparison on how much better my life will be.

I am 90% confident that I did not get a 5 on my AP Stats exam

2009-05-05T18:54:00.004-04:00

Yes.
Yes.
Yes.
I messed up so much. >_<

Although I have to admit I really did enjoy getting out of class. :)

And now I have to go study for my AP Calculus AB exam after I post this entry...will miss all morning classes tomorrow, and I think I even might skip the last class of the day (English, where we're acting out Act IV of Julius Caesar, bleh) just so I can go home to sleep.

My schedule for tomorrow:
7AM- Get to the testing place
8AM- Testing starts
12PM- Testing ends
12:30PM- Lunch...somewhere
1PM-?? - Psh, I really don't want to go back to school.
4PM-5PM- Piano lessons
6:30-8:30PM- Orchestra rehearsal

A whole day wasted.

Live for today because yesterdays are over and tomorrow may never come

2009-05-01T20:24:00.007-04:00

Well I'm already thinking ahead by nearly a month. It's so close to summerrrrr. :D

Get 30 hours of driving so I can finally get my license (Level II permit)

Find a job--preferably at the bubble tea place or the bookstore at the mall

Save up tons and tons of money to buy a cooler cell phone & my own ipod (or possibly a PSP<3)

Get some community service hours done--probably work at the hospital

Piano camp~~looking forward to that

Start violin lessons again--haven't taken it in 3 months :(

Play more tennis--I'm so fat D:

Study for SAT and ACT--bleh

Siemens competition--I still need to find a team and get an idea ready!!

Research up bunches and bunches of colleges--will pick my top 20 soon :)

Summer MOVIES&FRIENDS--<3

NYC!!~~~hopefully. I'll see if I can convince my parents if we can also go to the Sears Tower in Chicago to go on the spiffy view deck =]

i'm going to die of overstudying

2009-04-30T18:49:00.004-04:00

I'm actually deciding on the possibility of canceling the AP Physics exam. I am so, so, SO not prepared that I'm pretty sure that if I attempt to take it, I would probably score a 3 or below. :(

So...life. Here's what happened today.

Before school/homeroom: I was studying for the Stats quiz, and then I completely freaked out when Allissa, Annelise, and Elliot told me there was this huge stats homework assignment that the teacher would be collecting. Well, obviously I wouldn't have much time to perfect my hw before 6th period, so I asked Allissa and Elliot for their hw. Uh, yeah. They didn't "have the hw with them" and gave me a bunch of phony hw question numbers so when I looked in the book, it wasn't there. They were such liars. I must have lost an hour off of my life for just panicking and spazzing out. >_<

2nd period: French class! We're on the food unit right now, so we watched Ratatouille (French dub, of course). =]

4th period: World Historyyyy. haha, love that class. Because half of the class was gone for band we just watched Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring. :3

6th period: eww, stats. Well we were in groups most of the time today, so it was bearable. We actually got to bring our quizzes home to work on it! YES.

8th period: English. We're reading Julius Caesar. D: And we have to act out the scenes too. Ehh, not my strong point.

After school: Calculus session for 2 hours 'till 5. It was okay...got a bunch accomplished. ;D

An interesting thing I just noticed...I hang out with more juniors than I do sophomores...it's really strange.

holy crap, 90°F?

2009-04-25T21:06:00.003-04:00

Wow. So the day has finally come where the temperature is annoyingly hot. Not that I mind it much when I'm sitting in an air-conditioned car, it's just that sitting in a semi-air-conditioned car for a 3-hour drive can get just a tad irritating.

Anyway, I fail. Utterly fail. Yesterday I drove to my state's capital for the state level of my math competition and stayed the night. Today, I spent nearly the whole day at the university campus, and it was...fun, actually. We did a total of 12 problems. In six hours. What's the catch? The questions are incredibly complicated. They muddled and fried my brain up. This is why I fail. D:

So, I didn't even place to go to nationals, so I felt like a piece of crap a little while after the awards ceremony. It was a day wasted, but now that I look back on it, the best part of the competition was actually hanging out with my friends. I never hang out with them for six hours at school in incredibly great weather outside, so this was a nice change.

...and now that I got back, I just realized that I have a bunch of homework to finish for the rest of my weekend, and I'll have to put off the rest of my fun for next weekend or so. =|

what is this madness

2009-04-23T20:00:00.003-04:00

It's just...wow. I refrain from using the computer for days at a time for the sake of studying, and when I get one chance to use it for thirty minutes, I binge on it for hours. ^_^;;

So...tomorrow's Arbor Day! Plant a tree, save the Earth. Of course, Earth Day was yesterday, but I believe we should celebrate it every day. :D

Or maybe if you're dedicated enough, become vegetarian! C'mon...you can have fun without eating meat, you know. People always try to make excuses such as "humans were designed to be meat-eaters; it's against nature to not eat meat"... but I'm doing just swell. However, to each his/her own, I suppose. :c

And holy crap, AP exams: close to two weeks. And I'm only in chapter 5 in physics. I prefer not to think about that. I get a strange tingling sensation every time I do. Except I really can't. stop. It's too hard.

And I just love life right now. I'm feeling quite ecstatic. I suppose this computer time is good for me. =D

I get by with a little help from my friends :3

2009-04-20T18:53:00.008-04:00

Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people, and be sure to tag the person who tagged you after completing it yourself. *this is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first, no cheating!*"

1. Katrinaaa
2. Elizabeth
3. Elliot
4. Karen
5. Becka
6. Erica
7. Haroon
8. Tonia
9. Jessie
10. Tommy
11. Allissa
12. Jeff!!
13. Alex
14. Amber
15. Colin
16. Amy
17. Clemens
18. Ethel
19. Nick
20. Zannah

* How did you meet 10?
We went to elementary school together

* What would you do if you had never met 6?
I'd be devastated D:

* What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
Lol, I can't see that happening...

* If you could marry either 6 or 14 who will it be?
Haha, Erica!! If I were lesbo

* Did you ever like 9?
Not like that, haha.

* Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Karen?? Never!

* Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
Lol, they might if they met each other

* Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
YES.

* Describe 8
UR MOM, lol.

* Last time you saw 12?
Aww, last year, b/c he moved away. D: But I chatted with him last week

* Tell me something about 17:
He has pretty mad cello and piano skillz. :o

* What's 7's favorite color?
I have no clue...not something I really discuss, haha

* What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
!!! I never knew she like that :o

* How do you think 19 feels about you?
Uhh, he's a meanie. D:

* What language does 13 speak?
English, and he's taking Chinese! =]

* Who is 2 going out with?
No one. D= We'll get her to though. ;D

* When did you last see 8?
At school today 6th period

* What is 5's favorite music?
She likes a lot of random stuff.

* Would you ever date 3?
how did he get this question?? o_________o if he wanted too...

* Is 11 single?
Yes unless there's something she's not telling me...

* What's 10's last name?
Liu, lolol how ironic

* Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 16?
Haha noo, I'm not a lesbian

* Where does 18 live?
Around ;)

* What do you think about 20?
She's amazing! ;D

* What would you like to tell 15 right now?
Your mohawks are great :D

* How did you meet 14?
French I last yearrrr

* What is the best and worst thing about 2?
Best: She's sooo nice!
Worst: She's tooooo nice! :o

* What is a memory of 3?
Haha... wow. 5th grade - 10th grade memories ftw... 8th grade, not so much :'(

* Will you and 7 be friends forever?
Hope so, but probably not :(

these quizzes sure are addicting

2009-04-19T14:13:00.000-04:00

I've done 74 out of the 121 stupidest things

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 0

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person <--Lol, Johnny Depp. :3
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die <--does a bug count...?

SO FAR: 2

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends <--not gonna say who -_-
(x) Been To Paris <--now this is just biased. =[
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi <-- ??
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (Tylenol counts)
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have <--not sure about this...
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 19

Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 20

Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized <--stupid jerk stole my lunch money in 3rd grade. D<
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 23

Level 11
(x) Won A Contest <--now how is this stupid...?
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention <--FOR SOMETHING I DID NOT DO. I STILL FEEL THE INJUSTICE TODAY.
(x) Been In A Car/ Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 26

Level 12
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight <--lol

SO FAR : 29

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 33

Level 14
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 37

Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers <-- =]
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 41

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls <-- hehe... ^_^;;
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 17
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus <--HEY. I thought he was real back then. don't judge me. :__:
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 46

Level 18
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey <---haha, what is this??

SO FAR: 49

Level 19
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 50

Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish <-- now this is just cruel
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 53

Level 21
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 55

Level 22
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Have Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 59

Level 23
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 60

Level 24
(x) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 62

Level 25
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later <--my parents did D:
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly <--set it free later ;D
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 64

Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test <-- lol... =)
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself <--if you count trying to make yourself sick to get out of school...

SO FAR: 68

Level 27
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed <--stupid 8th grade days =[

SO FAR: 71

Level 28
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
( ) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone

SO FAR : 74

Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 74

Repost this with the title:
I've done ____ out of the 121 stupidest things

sum funn

2009-04-13T16:23:00.000-04:00

------------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •-----------------

Name: Silvee
Single or taken: Single
Gender: Female
Birthday: January 25 1993
Sign: Aquarius
Hair color: Black...bleh
Eye color: Dark dark brown
Height: 5'2"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •-----------

Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: Don't have a favorite
Favorite designer?: don't have one
What is your sexiest outfit?: haha, I don't have a sexy outfit
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Everything I <3
What do you usually wear?: Jeans, t-shirt, coat

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Dove
What are you listening to right now: ...nothing
Who is the last person that called you?: Allissa
How many buddies are online right now?: 23 8D

------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •----------------

Foods: Tofu, and eggplant and rice! :D
Girls names: Alexis, Serena,
Boys names: Kevin, Jake, Daniel
Subjects in school: Calculus, Orchestra, Chemistry

-------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: No
Smoked?: No
Bungee jumped?: No
Made yourself throw up?: No
Ever been in love?: Yesss
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Haha yes
Pictured your crush naked?: No o_o
Actually seen your crush naked: nooope
Cried when someone died?: Yes
Lied: ...doesn't everyone?
Fallen for your best friend?: ...depends
Rejected someone?: Haha, 1st grade. He was a jerk so my friends beat him up for me even though I didn't tell them to...
Used someone?: maybe
Done something you regret?: Lotsa times

---------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •------------------

Clothes: Jeans with a t-shirt
Music: none
Desktop picture: none... not my computer :c

-------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •--------------

You touched: Angel! Not a person, but who cares?
Hugged: Angel =]
You spoke to online: Elliot
You kissed: Angel

-------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •-------------------

Understanding: depends.
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: sometimes
Insecure: haha YES
Random: Sometimes
Hungry: Somewhat...didn't eat lunch :c
Smart: I hope I'm smart enough to pass the AP exams...
Moody: Yes
Organized: Yes
Healthy: Vegetarianism ftw..but I'm too fat right now D;
Shy: Somewhat
Difficult: YES
Bored Easily: YESYESYES
Obsessed: depends on who or what i'm obsessed with ;D
Angry: not now
Sad: not now
Happy: yes
Hyper: not really
Trusting: yes...but that trust level has gone down a bit

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: nobody
Slap: nobody
Get really wasted with?: never gonna get wasted 8)
Talk to offline: Everyone |D
Talk to online: Everyone |D
Sex it up with: ZERO KIRYUU and LIGHT YAGAMI...threesome lol

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning: I press the snooze button a numerous amount of times
Love is: bliss if it's true
I dream about: lots of things
Sexual preference: Guyzz, it depends who they are =]
What do you notice first in the gender you're into: Physical features and personality

----------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ----------

Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: candy
Tall or short: Tall

--------------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------------

Makes you laugh: Lots of people =)
Makes you smile: YOU
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: haha, do I really want to say...?

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •--------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for someone: lol, no
IM?: Yes
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Nope
Wish you were younger: Sometimes-
Cry because someone said something to you?: No

----------------• × • N U M B E R • × •-------------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: zero
Of hearts I have broken: none...I hope
Of guys I've kissed: 0
Of girls I've kissed: 0
Of CD's I own: THREE
Of scars on my body: 2; One was from a burn resulting in very hot pizza (lol don't ask), and another is this weird bruise-looking thing on my stomach

oh dear

2009-04-12T12:48:00.001-04:00

My Spring Break is really sucking right now. I've been trying to go through my entire Physics book and attempting to do all the problems in there in a last-minute attempt to prepare myself before AP exams. Then I have the dreaded UTexas questions for Calculus to put in before Wednesday, so I have to get THAT done sometime soon. And then my English project, where I have to create a newspaper based on a book I'm reading. I'm way too lazy to start Watership Down, so I just chose Lord of the Flies in yet another last-minute decision. Finally, I have a History powerpoint to complete too.

And I'm not going to the city like my parents said a few days ago, which just brought my happiness level down by a significant amount of points.

I've also realized how addicting texting can get. I never really cared about it before because I didn't see the point of it. But because I have such limited time on the computer nowadays I discovered how I can get around that by using my phone to text friends. And because I have a Tracfone (yes, a Tracfone), I have a set number of minutes to use before next year. Since I've gone into this weird frenzy of texting, I used up nearly 80 minutes since then. o__o

But I calculated it already... I have about 940 minutes left which I have to stretch to before the beginning of January of next year. I rarely use my phone to call, except to tell my parents to pick me up after school if I'm not riding the bus that day. A call takes less than a minute, yet the phone considers it as one minute. So if I only use an average of 30 minutes a month, that will use up a total of 270 minutes worth of calls before it expires, counting from April to December, and the 670 remaining minutes will be wasted! D=
I obviously can't let that happen, so all the remaining minutes can be used for texting, right? Texting only uses 0.3 of a minute; 0.6 minutes total to read and to reply to a text. It's way more affordable than to call, and I'll be able to do more with less!
Problem solved. :D

lmao, no kidding

2009-04-08T19:06:00.001-04:00

Lmao 1

Lmao 2

Hahahaha!!! I still can't get over these pictures. Someone did a powerpoint on Chinese athletes in History class...everyone cracked up when they saw Yao Ming. And Raef gave that creepy villanous laugh like he always does...but more extreme, if even believed possible.

Rofl. These pictures are classic. XD

a random quiz

2009-04-05T17:41:00.000-04:00

I was bored. I really was. Also, someone please tell me what lao is. No one wants to tell me. D=

1. Does someone have a crush on you?
I really can't tell if anyone likes me... =[

2. Last thing you ate?
Rice with tofu and eggplant =D

3. Do you have A.D.D.?
Somewhat..?

4. Who was the last person you messaged over Facebook?
Megan

5. I can't wait until...
Spring Break!

6. What are you wearing?
My favorite pink sweater and jeans

7. Who was your last text message on your cell from?
Elliot

8. What did it say?
I had the weirdest dream of mrs knaggs collecting our homework...Maybe this is a sign

9. Favourite place to go on weekends?
The mall and movies <3

10. Do you like the person you are becoming?
Idk...a bit? I want to get smarter though. :c

11. Are you tired?
Yes, after walking around the lake a million times during the TSA trip

12. Are your friends all changing?
How so?

14. Are your parents strict?
-sigh- yes...

15. What's the last movie you saw?
Twilight (I woke up this morning and found my dad watching it halfway through it...I wasn't planning on watching it though!)
But if it's a full movie, then Monsters vs. Aliens.

16. Are you a friendly person?
Only if you're friendly =]

17. Are you a good driver?
Haha no. I still suck at parallel parking.

19. Do you have any tattoos?
Ew, no and never will.

20. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
No...

21. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
o__o I wish I could sleep with my rabbit...

22. Do you consider yourself creative?
Most of the time. But when I have brainfarts, no.

23. What are you listening to right now?
Taylor Swift =D

24. Done anything you regret so far this week?
Yep.

25. What was the highlight of your week?
Most definitely the TSA trip.

26. Have you changed much this year?
Somewhat

27. Do you dress for style or comfort?
I'd rather style than comfort, but I prefer both. ^_^

28. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Qiao the aznnnn 8D

29. Are you shy around the opposite gender?
Depends who it is.

30. Ever liked someone that you didn't think you stood a chance with?
haha, yes.

32. Do you want to change your name?
My name's okay...but if I had the chance there's so many names that I love to choose from. <3

33. When was the last time you saw your mother?
2 minutes and 38 seconds ago

34. Are you single?
Yepp

35.Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?
Of course. But they'll never know...shhh!

36. Is there advertisement on the side of this page?
no...?

37. Who is the 4th person on your call list on your cell phone?
Elliot...that's so weird. o_o

38. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
only accidently

40. Small thing in life that ticks you off?
People that say, "Me and my friend..." or something like that.
Also, people that say "your great" instead of "you're". Way too many people like that out there.

41. How is your hair currently styled?
Long and horribly straight. :c

42. Do you have anger management problems?
I...used to?

43. On a date, who should pay?
The guy. Always. :3

44. What's today's date?
Sunday April 05, 2009

45. How many people are on your contact list of your cell?
8, but I only contact some regularly

47. Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
No...what a waste of life. XD

48. Do you get claustrophobic?
maybe in the dark

49. Have you been out of North America?
OF COURSE. Many times. 8D

51. Whats the fastest you have gone in a car?
'prolly 70 mph. ^.^;;

52. How many hearts have you broken?
None...

53. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes of?
Umm...idk.

54. Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
nope

55. Where does your default picture take place?
What? If it's pictures, then Facebook.

56. What is your last thought before you go to bed?
I had a long day

57. Do you play any instruments?
Yep. Piano and violin. I played flute in middle school but quit.

58. What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?
whoo...idk.

59. Have you ever been on a diet?
haha yes. but I fail.

60. How much alcohol did you have this week?
none...

61. Who is number 1 on your top friends list?
If it's on Facebook, Allissa. Because it was in alphabetical order.

63. When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
no, because I get worried that I'll be late. X]

64. What is your msn screen name?
don't have one

65. Who was the last person you talked to?
My parents...

66. How was this weekend?
Need I say...awesometastic? 8D

67. Do you like the beach?
DURRR. OF COURSE.

68. When was your last doctors visit?
February b/c I needed to get my physical so I could play tennis.

69. Are you psychic?
YES. I AM.

70. Do you wish to have the same best friends when you're older?
Definitely! If I didn't, I think I'd cry. u__u

71. What's your worst personality flaw?
Maybe I put homework over everything...or so my friends tell me. =[

73. Ever won a spelling bee?
Yep! 3rd grade, 5th grade, 7th grade, and 8th grade

74. Can you change the oil in a car?
Yes, although I dislike the smell :(

75. What did you dream last night?
Haha, Mr. Cotter telling me that I was a loser and a failure and that I sucked in orchestra class...

haha I'm a weirdo

2009-03-31T21:26:00.000-04:00

Yes, instead of studying for the upcoming AP EXAMS WHICH WILL BE IN FIVE WEEKS, BY THE WAY, -cough- I felt the sudden urge to fit my blog with a new layout. I desperately needed it to have a rabbit in it, so I found this adorableee pic. I didn't want to spend too much time on it, but I didn't want it to look like crap. It seemed fitting for Easter and such, and because it was so well placed in a white background, I gave it a slight mirrored reflection, which was fun. Then I decided to just stick with simplicity (instead of trying to be one of those people who can make a layout look gorgeous and complicated at the same time). =]

And I really wanted to use something other than Blogspot because Blogspot only allows one page...which would mean a heck of a lot of hidden internal links in one page...which is what this blog is running on right now. Maybe when I have more time will I dedicate that much time ever again.

Most of my posts in the future will concern my personal life...no new graphics right now. And uh...hahaha, totally disregard whatever I say when I'm in a drunken state and on fried ice cream, because I can't think clearly. Like that last post...which was a huge mess. -facepalm-

ALSO:// I'm sorry that this layout looks anorexic. D;

life, life, more life

2009-03-11T09:43:00.001-04:00

Ahhh, this will be an incredibly confusing post for people who don't know me in real life... but anywho, this is like a private diary entry into my mind.
- - -

If you do know me in RL...he does not know how to find my blog, and IF YOU TELL HIM, I WILL KILL YOU. Simple as that. But seriously, as much as you like to tease me about it even when I didn't admit it, it really bothered me when it was around other people I knew. -coughCOUGHcough- ahem.

Ahhh, I probably like him, but I really don't know if he likes me back like my friends said he does. It's the weirdest feeling... like I'm suddenly happier when he's around. I knew him since 5th grade when we had the same homeroom teacher, and we were actually good friends then. But then he started to be so mean to me in 7th to 8th grade by teasing me constantly, and ignored me in most of 9th grade (we only had one class together >.>)... I even got him sent to the principal's office once (incredibly long story, but let's just say his bullying eventually made me snap and my friends noticed how distraught I was and my best friend at the time told her mom, who worked in the school office, and got him in trouble)

...so what changed? Could it be because the only class we're in together forces us to constantly study, and the reason why we hang out is because we've formed a sort of study group? I have so much evidence showing that he doesn't like me in that way, so why do my friends keep bothering me with it???

***notice how I get so illiterate when I'm confused... and I am EXTREMELY confused. The world is a very confusing place. Now I need another synonym for "confused".

Okaaay, I think I'm getting really drowsy right now. This post may seem so weird when you read it, but while I'm typing it, it's late at night already... that may explain my disorientation.

-random-
And I joined tennis! I'm just a noob at it, but it's super fun, since I'm learning a lot and the weather's really warm now. <3

- - -
oh, and I want to get a new layout soon. I'm thinking of possible layout themes... maybe a light green layout for spring?

EDIT:// hmm, what's with the scrollbar?

losers

2009-02-24T20:49:00.000-05:00

Well, it's been a while since I last posted, but whenever I started a post, something would just come up and I would leave it unfinished and uninterested to continue the subject matter.

But now I have a good subject to talk about: Things I dislike. =D

I dislike losers. There's so many kinds that I have to encounter, and my agitation level just increases whenever I'm faced with them.

People that are skilled, but do not have a sense of modesty: Okay. I know someone who absolutely loves to brag about his intelligence. We can all admit he's really smart, but he likes to remind us of that 24/7. Bragging rights are only good for a little while... not constantly that it'll get on people's nerves.

People that are not skilled, but do not have a sense of modesty: I don't know which type is worse: This one, or the one before. These people have little or no talent in the subject matter, but they love to brag of how... talented they are. I also know some people like this; they think they've got DRAWIN SKILLZ, but it really isn't anything as good as they think it to be (not even CLOSE). What's worse is that in the majority of places where you think, "Oh my God, what the hell is that piece of crap??", you're not allowed to speak your true opinion (or at least it won't be very nice if you sound like that). But luckily, a blog is where you can speak your mind and let the boundaries of politeness go.

People that think cussing is "cool": Uh, no. No, they are not cool. I really don't mind infrequent cussing that much anymore (since I've gotten used to the language of high school), but when it's nonstop cussing, or if you accidently bump into someone (and you even APOLOGIZE), they yell out, "YOU B****!!! $#@!"
There are people who just have to mention some sort of profanity in every sentence that comes out of their mouth. Not to mention, it's rude since they're usually talking about someone or something (some group), and make jokes intended to be funny, but it ends up sounding racist and immature. Whenever I'm around them, and every other word is f*** something (in fact... I even heard one girl bragging to her friends about how she cussed, how she liked cussing, and how it's natural for her to cuss--apparantly, she's proud of her 'COOL CUSSIN SKILLZ, I'M BETTER THAN U, BETCH =O' type of thing), I just want them to somehow be muted at that spot. Permanently.

People that think the world revolves around them: These people are seriously rude as well, and usually the "popular" girls" believe that they should recieve the general attention and more. They gather in large groups and crowd the halls, making it hard to squeeze past them with the number of people in the school. They are also loud and obnoxious, screaming wildly and pushing people aside since they seem to have it in their little brains that they rule the school. =|

Hehheh, this is another side of me that you don't normally get to see, both in real life and the Internet world. There are also other catagories of people that I dislike, but they are rather small groups that don't always show their 'bad characteristics'. But I think the groups I have listed are quite broad, but I just have to wonder who else would agree with me when it comes to this.

A Death Note rant =)

2009-01-31T12:00:00.000-05:00

Yeahh, I don't bother too much with Photoshop effects when making avatars right now. That's why I made so many. And that's why I fail right now. It's this huge bout of laziness that's gotten to me, and I don't feel like spending more than ten minutes on each avatar. DX

I also made a signature to go along with the cat avatar: Signature xxx
It's based off of Avril Lavigne's song 'My Happy Ending'.

Now to change the subject abruptly.
DEATH NOTE 8D

My favorite characters:
Light Yagami-- What's not to like about him? He's gorgeous, he's brilliant, he's KIRA. >D -flails-
L-- L! <3 He's so funny, and his deduction skills are amazing too. I love L, but I still don't understand why most people would prefer L over Light. Is it because L is 'good' and Light is 'bad'? I don't consider Light bad at all. He kills criminals, and criminals are bad, so that makes him... good. 8D
Near-- Awww, who would hate Near? He has that adorable look to him that just makes me want to hug him. XD
Misa-- Haha! Misa's a really great character. Even if she isn't very bright, so what? She's hilarious, and I think she's the one that makes me laugh most of the time.

And of course, I have characters I don't necessarily like. And if I've talked about Death Note with you, you probably know some of the characters I dislike. MELLO SCARES ME. D;

And the ending of Death Note made me cry. They made it way too sad, and I DEMAND A REWRITE WHERE KIRA RULES THE WORLD (with L by his side <3). D<
Or at least an ending where Light lives happily ever after with Misa and works as a detective alongside L where he is untroubled by the Death Note forever. =)

;______;

After this post, I'm most likely going to start watching the Death Note movie, and if I can persuade my parents to take me to Barnes and Noble today, I'm definitely going to buy the Death Note nove (even if it IS narrated by Mello, I DUN CARE. I'M READING IT ANYWAY >P)

Another epic section of my life

2009-01-20T21:13:00.000-05:00

My new love: Vampire Knight. <3

I know, I know. I said I was going to watch Death Note next. But I couldn't resist Vampire Knight. I watched the first episode to see how it was, and then I was hooked. I couldn't do anything but watch it from beginning to end. And luckily, it only had 26 episodes, because I spent hours at a time watching it during the weekend and finals break, and I was careful not to watch 'too much' so that my parents wouldn't get too annoyed. C=

Now about Vampire Knight. I don't want to spoil anything for anyone who hasn't read it (and is planning on reading it), but ZERO! Ahhh, he is the soul of the story, and my favorite character. Aidou came at a close second, and then Ichijo. Of course, I support Yuuki x Zero forever. About their names... it was so confusing to keep up with everyone's names in the anime, since they would switch to calling people by their first and last names all the time. And when I looked up the character names on Wikipedia, some of the spellings are completely different than then what the episode subtitles said. Many of the characters would address the other in third person while talking to them... which was kind of weird when watching as well. XD

The strangest thing about Vampire Knight is the resemblance of the characters to Twilight characters. When I immediately saw the group, I made these comparisons:

Yuuki Cross - Bella Swan
Kaname Kuran - Edward Cullen
Zero Kiryuu - Jacob Black
Takuma Ichijo - Carlisle Cullen
Ruka Souen - Rosalie Cullen
Akatsuki Kain - Emmett Cullen
Senri Shiki - Jasper Cullen
Rima Touya - Alice Cullen

Of course, there are many differences as well. The story is definitely different of course, but some facts still remain. Yuuki is the main character, the one who finds trouble wherever she goes. Kaname is the rescuer, who watches over her. Zero is the one that despises the vampires, and hates anything to do with them. Ichijo is not the oldest, but I consider him as the peaceful type. Ruka is vain... a similarity that I can compare with Rosalie. Senri can control things, and he has a Jasper-like quality that I can't ignore. And Rima is small and pixie-like, but she has a soft voice and personality--different from Alice in ways.

But... even after watching Vampire Knight, I still have to say it isn't a match for Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle as a show, although it does come at a very close second.

So after Vampire Knight, it's off to Death Note (at last!) =)

Life, life, life, TSUBASA

2009-01-17T12:53:00.000-05:00

Aww, I haven't updated in quite a while. I guess I'll make up for it in a long post. =)

I am so in love with Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle right now that it's hard to get me thinking about something other than that. I absolutely spazzed when I saw that chapter 209 came out, and when I read what happened. <33 One Manga is a great site for reading it! =33

And now I have to get started on these as well:

Death Note

xxxHolic

Cardcaptor Sakura

Although I must admit, I don't think Cardcaptor Sakura is quite as good as Tsubasa. In CCS, Sakura and Syaoran are in fifth grade---basically they're ten-year-olds. They don't look quite as mature as they do in Tsubasa. In TRC, they're around fourteen, but in the real Syaoran's case...a 21-year-old that looks like a 14-year old. XD

And I have had this obsession of watching sad movies lately. I saw Titanic just yesterday (for the millionth time?) and I love, love, love Jack x Rose. I keep thinking of all these possibilities--there were so many ways that Jack couldn't have died, which just makes me incredibly sad that he died the way he did. It brings tears to my eyes every time.

Hmm, I'll get my layouts uploaded on here soon. I have an idea for a dark-themed layout, but I haven't started on it yet. In fact, I want to start making graphics again... it's been quite a while. I've been studying so much lately in time for finals, that I just haven't done anything on the computer. But the amazing thing is that it's been snowing these past few days, so now I have a five-day break off of school!

Happy holidays!

2008-12-28T21:10:00.000-05:00

I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas, because I sure did. ^^ I got a Wii for Christmas, and now I'm addicted to it. I also got Internet connection for the Wii, so I can't stop watching Tsubasa episodes on YouTube either. =P

But besides my lack of interest in everything else, my site-making muse has come back, as well as my Harry Potter role-playing muse. I'm currently studying PHP so I can incorporate that into my Warriors fansite, but it's incredibly confusing. @.@;;

Annnd, during my winter break, it remains un-snow[y] as ever. D= But recently, it's been unnaturally warm outside, and it feels great. I really dislike days that are extremely cold, but there's no snow anywhere.

Umm, what else? Oh yes: http://thefanlistings.org/ = EPIC. I've been going through and joining so many fanlistings, I've decided to put them on my blog. It may take a while for me to get all of them uploaded, but I will. XD

So I hope everyone has a wonderful New Year! I'm already getting excited about next year--my birthday's in less than a month! <33

Er..

2008-12-15T21:29:00.000-05:00

GOSHDARNITTHISLAYOUTHATESME. D=

Well, it's hard to tame, but I have to give a huge thank-you to Sandstar for the help so far. You're absolutely amazing. <3333

So anyway, it appears that I lost my previous Blogger code, so if anyone wants to contribute the code by PMing me on Wuh-Wuh, I'd appreciate that a lot. (Or maybe I'll just bug someone and ask for it. xD)
EDIT://FIXED!

I also can't get the scrollbar to disappear and the posts to expand itself. =/
EDIT://FIXED!

But whatever, it's TSUBASA-themed. And once I get everything fixed (including the horrible image quality), it would totally make my day. 8D
Haha, not fixed yet.

I want to make Christmas presents for everyone, so I can probably start over the weekend. Oh----I also wanted to say this. The School Board are absolute imbeciles. We have the weekend off, then one day of school on Monday, then the rest of the week off for break. How stupid is that?!

=O

2008-11-19T19:31:00.000-05:00

-gasp- Looks like the layout fairy left a new layout! =333
Anywayy, I'm trying to get everything worked out right now, so all my sidebar links will be up soon. I like this layout since it's more of a subtle green-gray color, and it wasn't as wide as the Pantalaimon layout. It also was the most adorable picture I could find of Edward and Bella, so I just had to incorporate them in something. XD

Anyway, hope you like it, and please tell me if how this layout works on other browsers (I only have Internet Explorer. D;). Thanks!

Moaaarrr. >3

2008-11-10T23:15:00.000-05:00

Whoa, I actually had more time to make a few graphics over the weekend. Some turned out okay, some turned out horrible, and I'll just display them here to see what everyone else thinks about it. x_X

Edit: Whoaaa, apparantly, I can't put a hyperlink on an image. Weird. oO;;
Anyway, here's some of the stuff that I accomplished.

Click;;Unwritten-- This is the smaller image that is supposed to be clicked on to lead to the larger image.
Banner;;Unwritten-- An entry for a graphics battle that I'm entering in, but I doubt I'll win with this after seeing some of the other entries. The others=gorgeousluff. <3
Banner;;Place In This World-- I don't even know why I used a rainbow gradient. I don't know what the quality of the image would be like if I did something else to it instead. -headdesk-

Okayyy, and I've gotten requests for CSS and layout-making tutorials. [I really appreciate the comments--thanks everyone! ^^] I'll try to put some new ones up when I have time. And I know I'll have time over Thanksgiving Break [2 more weeks! =D]

Tutorials?

2008-11-01T20:38:00.000-04:00

I've been wondering for a while about what types of tutorials I should create. I was quite pleased on the sucess of the iFrame and External Style Sheets tutorials when people who read the tutorials gave some nice comments and feedback. ^^

Now, I want to make some more tutorials, but I'll need to know what people want to learn about! I've been thinking about Photoshop tutorials, but there's different types of techniques. There's also site-making/coding, but there's also different ways to code sites.

So... while I'm pondering this, if you can think of something that you want to learn more about, please post a comment here about what you want and it will be extremely appreciated. ^^

In the meanwhile, I made two new cat-themed graphics:
Rainbow-- This graphic was supposed to interpret a mood, but I thought it was a type of lonliness. However, it can be interpreted however you look at it.
All I've Ever Known-- I liked how this turned out. I realized that the subtext sounded sad, but it just.. fits.

Pantalaimon Luff

2008-10-19T00:28:00.000-04:00

Okay, I worked out most of the kinks for this layout. Now to explain why I chose Pantalaimon. HE. IS. ABSOLUTELY. ADORABLE. <3
If you don't know who Pantalaimon is, he is a dæmon from His Dark Materials series. They are amazing books, and Pantalaimon is my favorite character of all-time. Besides, I wanted to lighten the mood on this blog by contradicting the title. >D

New layout. =D

2008-10-17T23:41:00.001-04:00

I'm updating this at almost 12 midnight, so I won't have time to work out the kinks. I'll be back on tomorrow. =)

Hmmm...?

2008-10-09T21:28:00.000-04:00

This is such a random post, but does the title of the blog seem emo? That's what my friend Atoli-Sky told me. I just wanted to see if anyone else thought that or if she was just crazy. Post your opinions on what you think. XD

Anywayyy... I created 1 lame piece of artwork last weekend, and entered it in a GBA, and won... which was totally mind-boggling, because it wasn't that great. [umm.] O.O;;

I'll update soon, this blog's going to go through a complete revamp. More stuff will be put up and everything. 8D

Update, update.

2008-09-29T20:26:00.000-04:00

I added another blog affiliate! Sandstar's blog--Italian Soda is so incredible. She updates frequently with her beautiful graphics and layouts. I visit it often... always so much to see! Visit it now. >D

Anyway, I promised that I would update, so I am. =P

Random cat signature-- I think I was feeling somewhat lonely when I made this... dunno why. oO;;
Jayfeather-- I've admired this picture ever since I saw it, and I always wanted to incorporate it in a graphic. But I had so little time to perfect it that all I got were some brushes and just one word of text on there. >.<

N00by cat layout-- Um... haha. I don't know what I was doing there. X_X
Twilight layout-- So random. I made it right after I finished reading Breaking Dawn. Just a plain and simple layout.

Ugh, I haven't done much these past few weeks. I am hating school so much. We have to do a PRACTICE standerized test before we do the actual test in May, which I think is just stupid. I also caught a cold, so I'm just constantly coughing and eating cough drops. I want to just stay home on a school day, but I'll have all the tests to make up, and the absent day will count towards my finals, which I do not want to take. AP STATISTICS IS EVIL. D<<

Update

2008-09-24T21:42:00.000-04:00

I've been neglecting this blog for a bit, but I decided to come out of my daze and give a spurt of randomness to update. I put up Ripplepelt's blog, Inspirational Dreams. (You should visit it. Her graphics are ah-may-ZING. <3)

Anway, this blog will get a layout change sometime... I don't really like the format of it right now. Then I'll start making more graphics and uploading here. ^^

First blog entry

2008-08-27T19:38:00.001-04:00

Yepyepyep, I have a blog site now. And it's my first post! I think I'll dedicate this place to creating non-Warriors-related themed layouts, graphics, and random things like that. I already have a few plans for layouts. I'll try to update this blog often. =)