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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
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life, life, more life
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Ahhh, this will be an incredibly confusing post for people who don't know me in real life... but anywho, this is like a private diary entry into my mind.
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If you do know me in RL...he does not know how to find my blog, and IF YOU TELL HIM, I WILL KILL YOU. Simple as that. But seriously, as much as you like to tease me about it even when I didn't admit it, it really bothered me when it was around other people I knew. -coughCOUGHcough- ahem.
Ahhh, I probably like him, but I really don't know if he likes me back like my friends said he does. It's the weirdest feeling... like I'm suddenly happier when he's around. I knew him since 5th grade when we had the same homeroom teacher, and we were actually good friends then. But then he started to be so mean to me in 7th to 8th grade by teasing me constantly, and ignored me in most of 9th grade (we only had one class together >.>)... I even got him sent to the principal's office once (incredibly long story, but let's just say his bullying eventually made me snap and my friends noticed how distraught I was and my best friend at the time told her mom, who worked in the school office, and got him in trouble)
...so what changed? Could it be because the only class we're in together forces us to constantly study, and the reason why we hang out is because we've formed a sort of study group? I have so much evidence showing that he doesn't like me in that way, so why do my friends keep bothering me with it???
***notice how I get so illiterate when I'm confused... and I am EXTREMELY confused. The world is a very confusing place. Now I need another synonym for "confused".
Okaaay, I think I'm getting really drowsy right now. This post may seem so weird when you read it, but while I'm typing it, it's late at night already... that may explain my disorientation.
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And I joined tennis! I'm just a noob at it, but it's super fun, since I'm learning a lot and the weather's really warm now. <3
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oh, and I want to get a new layout soon. I'm thinking of possible layout themes... maybe a light green layout for spring?
EDIT:// hmm, what's with the scrollbar?
Silvee blogged at 9:43 AM
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